burn burn it away it stands between me and what is mine dont you forget it is it all you ever wanted to see is it all over already i never heard one word from you i got a bullet in the head and then another in the barrel fucker i am your paralyzed halfborn brother staring out your mothers womb I am waiting for my spine to fuse into something i can use to cut my way out of here burn it down burn it all down and i'll see you all in hell I never had empathy all that you gave me was a hole in my head after you left me and you will believe in me again whatyougonna do about it sitting on your fucking ass i affect more in one night than you have in your fucking life and there's millions of people all just walking above us oblivious to the murder that im comitting tonight so scream all you want just noisy meat to me noisy meat i will devour i need the blood so i stay up all night i feed the gods and i know im right come with me to a kingdom of everlasting life we will persist in holy light and all shall be forgiven

-simian- if we ever lost our way I never knew it i just followed you if we ever walked in circles boy i just watched the sun i just watched the sunrise all you ever were was useful leverage crying for your money i never bought your fucking handshakes i reach for your throat when you outlive my interest someone left a gun in my hand i better shoot it i better break the mold of these golems marching up and over the walls i built in my youth i got a better defence now i'll show them all all you so-called men are made of clay will shatter at my words

-the last lion- you failed every last one of you failed you failed him and now he's gone i curse the glass spines of the weak just nothing you can say or do will ever redeem you holding out and shitting on the history he built because he gave up half a century to give you a chance to be useful for once in spite of yourselves he was the rarest kind of you a vertebrate he wasnt the only one of us to have regrets irrelevent now you're just goddamn flock of cowards and shills and worthless hollow husks of insubstantial guilt and i know you have your fucking pathetic constituency to consider every second every day you fucking nothing when will we grow up and start acting like a first world nation every day we delay just makes us murderers and cowards what you dont know could blacken volumes of pages what you refuse could save us all make this one for the ages all of my hereoes are dying one by one he stood before us and said that the dream would never die we cheered like we would help him unless he knew it was all a lie he was the rarest kind of us a vertebrate he wasnt the only one of us who had regrets

-not today- 2 years since i had hope 2 years since i saw the sun towers fall and empires crumble with time the hands of entropy are always at the throat of human progress and everything will fall to ruin nothing left to save and concern is gone from my eyes i sigh and pretend i still care watching all the dust it marches onward and over the city that is not there i fade away i fade away tomorrow today i rise today i face the blistering sun and it tears at my face my eyes have shrunken in my skull i beat the odds too many times and now they beat me down and now i rise again for want of anything better i rise again just like the day before and will tomorrow now i only breathe the smoke of the old world the old world dead and gone you know people change and i am of a different mind my eyes see all directions and through all barriers straight into thoughts of mountains up and over on and on we march mute in the face of eternity never ending heat it takes the best of us i am the one who feeds you now on and on we march so we dont admit we're lost never ending sound we thirst for silence

-surrounded- all we ever do is just go round and round and time after time it all comes back to who thinks who just has the more open mind as if we'd even talk if it all was subjective i have often wondered what its like to live in your world without fact and without reason you are alone forever grow child im waiting to hear something adult come from your mouth and I know its gonna be a long damn time fuck this is so frustrating nonsense is the currency of a bankrupt mind and so if you know something that i dont know then why can you not show me any evidence that it is not imaginary oh but i guess shit you made up qualifies as knowledge in your cross eyed backwards fuck all of a twisted life philosophy do you really think you're wise do you really think you've grown up as far as you can grow you've got a long way to go sometimes i wonder if youll ever get there takes all my patience just not to strangle you wait hear the silence and wallow in my contempt all i every wanted was to speak of simple truths that bind now im dying my body burned from the inside tell me something you know and give it every last ounce of thought even if it hurts to accept grow child im waiting i aint got all day goddamnit fuck so frustrating all i can do is sit here with my head red and pounding and punch the television set one day i'll find you and make you feel my pain everyone around me is a god damn meat robot lacking focus takes all my patience just not to strangle you wait and hear the silence and wallow in my contempt everyone around me is a god damn meat robot closing in and infecting me with all their stupid fucking mouths

-birth mechanism- no its made of her what makes you think that she should need your permission you want to use her for fetid progeny but once its born you run away it takes her blood and gestates within her body we still refuse to concede possession to her as if we always owned her inside and out atavistic contentions from our ignorant past and even as she suffers what she could not foresee scripture justifies rank misogyny right to life belongs to her alone right to life she owes to no one and its not your goddamn baby its not your goddamn body and i dont see you lining up to adopt whatever comes out of her sickening this insistence on obligations affixed to a uterus and embryo sacrifices demanded to satisfy your fetish for the unborn all of this at the expense of only her and no one else and we judge from an ivory tower all throughout the sordid history of sad humanity the woman has been subject to the whim of all the men around her and now if you fucks have your way we will never see the day when a woman is worth more than just a birth mechanism fucking thing is constructed of nothing but her cells and in your arrogance you think that she must owe you the next generation of crying puking men she doesnt owe you shit least of all her pain

-absolute- with two deafening shots both halves of the world split apart and crumbled away now my head in my hands i lament all these grains of human sand then i stand narrow my eyes at the sun and hold in my mind the last of my convictions now if there be no god if there be no justice then so be it for i will be come as a god embody what is right i will be the absolute incorruptable ideal i will be an icon to fear until my last bone breaks and my heart fails my soul and with my last breath on earth I will champion the wretched the promise that i made in the night i was alone for the first time I go to my grave on my own until then the wicked shall know their harbinger of ruin by its shadow all i have now is my fight no nothing ever changes determination will carry me through until the day that i die

-inundatia- i dont fucking care if im the last of my kind try to cite my regrets but nothing comes to mind you will recieve no respect and there can never be peace your ashes rain down on us as you burn you will be met with a list of your failures you come from ashes so to ashes return we come to take you down we come to take what's ours suffer suffer beneath the waves our hands will take back what your mouth has stolen suffocate struggle against the flood you look down on us for far too long now youll know what it is to fight we all are one-man nations all islands in a river and in this insurrection no quarter shall be given we can't trust anyone anymore that time has come to cut the hands off all the thieves among us pay in flesh for grievences uncountable now all that you have you stole its obvious to all how much you owe and how much we will take from you now we shall arise arise and reclaim arise and take it all back we can't trust anyone anymore the time has come for murder

-porcine oligarchy- everything is just so fucking wonderful when you are at the top of every goddamn game in town and everyone just has to drop and pay their tribute to the big fat fucking empty suit full of insurance receipts fresh from some tour fucking children snorting all your coke off of a hooker's abused face im sure the tears just make it sweeter you ugly opulent pig fuck god damn right you get nothing whining that you pay much more in taxes on your profits than the poor who cant afford it like you wake up every morning and do fifty thousand dollars worth of work you cant aknowledge all the human cost because you have to sleep at night and oh you cant abide by all these drug addicts who dont have doctor prescriptions cause they dont have a doctor in your free market solution and all the while you chomp on your cigars and drive your giant fucking car that blocks my veiw in heavy traffic oh fuck i hope you get every kind of cancer and go dancing off a cliff into the sea of toxic bilge you vomit out on us all you parasitic fucking shitheap telling women what to do with their own wombs and judging from your ivory fucking tower built by slaves now dead and gone i am generally unhappy with the state of things every goddamn fucking day of work a single mother must endure because of arrogant old boys who said that she could not abort is one more reason not to trust and one more reason not to give and one more reason why I cannot rest while all you fuckers live and laugh and eat and rape and shit on everything thats beautful and hide your racist bigot heart behind some stupid fucking t-shirt slogan oh you put a hitler mustache on the president arent you a clever fucking cunt i bet you're bitter that your fake cowboy is gone and that the rodeo is done and that on every single issue you were wrong everything must be so simplified behind your tiny fucking eyes its us and them and freedom fries and semper fi and fucking goddamnit all africkafrackasonofablurga purple monkey dishwasher a (blurblurblbl) gah ding dong diddly fuck

-known unknowns- we walked for days through desert dunes and over rocky shores through godless cities where gypsie queens adorned our open sores before these never sleeping ever watching eyes they pierced the blackened wind obscure our cuts with buzzing, singing flies now you cant tell me who loved you best you cant tell me anything you stand there weightless now and try to take me down you'll fail and fall away from me we fought with icy images engraved in glaciers slowly carving mountains from the seas of glass we traced along their shadows calling out now you cant tell me who loved you best now you have nothing nothing for me now you cant tell me who deserves to rest after all we've slept you'll just forget about me at least i still have my eyes my hands and my lungs and i breathe and i construct my own gods and then i break them down again just to watch them die just to watch them die after you wasted my thought i cant go with you now so leave and so you will see that even the misery is precious to me